~Academy Community Thread~

And you keep rejecting me.

hey, you rejected me first.

Uh... in high school... you said you were scared of Brittany. Yeah, I had that little bit where it was weird because we were friends, but I tried again. And you said you were scared of my ex. How many girls wouldn't date me of because of my ex? That's fucking ridiculous. And one HOT girl that I was like in love with said the only reason she wouldn't go out with me was because she thought I would cheat on her.

That bitch. (my ex)

Anyway, but seriously... we may not be the best of friends or anything... but you're one of my favorite people.

she was scary. and she didn't like me.
honestly, the one time she was nice to me was when she found out who my brother was. i guess i was cooler by association.

i appreciate that. i'm by far not one of my own favorite people, so it means a lot. =) you're one of the few people i keep in touch with from highschool, actually. (aside from those i see often at school here)

You only keep in touch because I kept coming back to you.

And it's sad that I knew what this Taking Back Sunday song was as soon as it came on.

i could have ignored you.

but seriously, i have never claimed to be a good friend. i'm pretty terrible at it, actually.




i still love tbs. =)

On that other thing, though. You're honestly one of the smartest and coolest people I know. I can have conversations with you... we can just talk, debate, or discuss things. It's hard to find someone like that.

It's the beer talking... I mean, I mean it... but I'm only saying it because I'm a wee bit drunk at this point... I wish things would have turned out differently between us. You are honestly like the best girl I ever dated. Couldn't have asked for more... but I was in high school and I was doing stupid things and letting stupid things get in my way.

Personal convo in the CT.

haha who knows where i'd be these days.

but feel free to delete that. i won't be offended.

i really do appreciate it. i'm glad someone appreciates me. =)
i've pissed you off plenty of times, too, though. don't foget that.

Have you?

i've been put on the ignore list several times.

I don't recall. Refresh my memory.

oh, i never thought i did anything wrong, so i can't explain it.

you'd just get pissed about something and stop talking to me for a while.

When we argued about religion, probably.

which, you know, is kinda important to me. haha

I don't talk much about my beliefs online because everyone has their own opinion and I'm not one of those assholes that wants to make sure people know how I feel about it...

But Shea can probably attest to the fact that I hate modern religion.

you always made me think, though. that part was good for me.

i don't particularly like to force my beliefs on others, either.

I think it's nice that we can have such differing opinions on something that is so important to some people, argue about it, and still be fine with each other.

i try not to judge other people for their beliefs or opinions. my friends are bad about that, and it drives me absolutely crazy.

They're stupid and you should get new friends.

Not kidding.

haha i don't make new friends so easy.

SHEA. I HAVE TO LET YOU HEAR A BAND.

OH MY GOSH WHAT BAND

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One of my favorite bands. And as much as I love to give you music... don't think I've ever let you hear them.

i don't recall that band, so i don't think you have sent me anything before.

that wasn't bad at all... i kinda liked it.