~Academy Community Thread~

Im like that with everyone

i honestly wish i were.

so my buddy, his girlfriend, and I all decided to get some coke last night. After a couple rails he said it was at most 40% cocaine and the rest cut with something he didn't know. His girlfriend figured meth and K. It was fucked up.

And on New Years Eve I drank for 12 hours lol

went to the ER today. spent from 10am to 4pm in there getting tests run.
for some reason, i'm having a lot of unusual abdominal pressure and cramping.
the baby's fine, i can see the heartbeat on the ultrasound and i've seen arms and legs, but they can't find a cause for the pain. i also had an appendix ultrasound and nothing.
i'm extremely irretated.... but i get lorasets. or however it's spelled. i don't do drugs anymore, so i don't spell them well. soooo, i'll update later.

Happy New Year's all. Wishing you all the best, especially Kris and the baby. Be safe Girl. You don't know me, but you struck a chord with me and I am thinking about you. May good things come your way and a healthy baby.

i had a couple shots of vodka last night to take the edge off of my father.

Then gave a handjob to take the edge off sexual frustration?

no....

for one reason, i was totally alone--as i did this early enough to let it wear off a bit by the time tommy got home.
but thanks for asking?

I want alcohol.

i want some semblance (no idea on the spelling, really) of normalcy in my life.

i have alcohol. not filling the holes too well.

It does me fine.

well, then, my friend, i am jealous.

off subject. lacy said she saw you at work today.

off subject again. i need a new laptop.

Who the hell is lacy?

probably the best friend i have.... my grade. played clarinet. etc. etc.

Yeah, cool. Don't need a last name or what she looks like or anything.

tilghman. chubby & short. long lanky hair.

(these are, of course, the remembrance of a highschool student)

yeah. i was going to say i'm not good at describing people. i'm fairly sure i have a myspace pic with her... facebook, etc..

< described lacy.

Does she put out? If not...

as i remember, she's kinda goody goody.

wasn't trying to get you the hook up, there, buddy.

she doesn't, as far as i know. but she's been dating keith white for over 2 years... so yeah.

You should be trying to hook me up with bitches. That's what friends do.

my friends don't put out, sorry.

i can't even find myself a boyfriend. not the best person to ask...

Your friends are stuck-up, stingy cunts.

i don't know that i'd call them stuck-up... so much as.... and of course i can't think of the word i want. they're a little too strict on themselves? i don't know. i quit.