~Academy Community Thread~

iiiiiiii didn't pm you! =P

Nah it was that Spammer I posted a topic about.

You should PM me though.

It might not be the alternator. Ugh... taking it to get it fixed today. My car, that is. Got registered for classes. 3 on Mondays, 1 Tues/Thurs.

I'm taking:

Personal and Professional Development
Survey/Microcomputer Application
Visual BASIC Programming
Web and Programming Concepts

Should be fun...

I hated IT when I did it last year at university. It wasn't my thing though.

I was thinking I could do okay without alcohol. I did for a while. Like a month or so... and now I just keep getting angry and to the point of snapping. And all I want to do is drink and let it go.

I haven't drank since May.

I haven't drank since I got drunk and tried not to barf for several hours while the room spun. It seemed like 10 minutes but people say I was just sitting there for like a couple of hours.

EDIT: Actually I think I had a drink when were were playing apples to Apples or something. Anyway... yeah...

Ha... yeah... it does feel like that.

Anyway... so... a girl I was really into stopped talking to me tonight. Literally... She just started ignoring me. She posted a status on facebook that made me think she was talking to me... so, I replied to it. And everything she posted back on the status she ignored all the things I said (the status was about someone ignoring her, btw). She wouldn't reply to messages. And she kept rejecting me calls...

So I deleted her from my friend list. Because, hell, I was thinking if you don't want to act like my friend let's not pretend to be. So after I do that, she sends me a message saying it's petty to delete her from my friend list... BUT SHE WAS IGNORING ME. I should take that as a sign... but I really fucking like her. A lot... I don't know what to do. And this whole situation upset me a whole lot more than I already was.

fuck off with your facebook drama. Seriously. It's fucking stupid and yes, petty. not like I'm on her side, but she is right, but she's also guilty so you should both fuck off. Or meet up and fuck. Butt-fuck facebook or putting any solid stock into it.

Or how about you fuck off? All you do is act like a fucking dick. It's annoying.

Jesus, I mean really... I posted on MY PERSONAL board to my friends about a situation. Maybe hoping they'd respond and give their opinion or advice. If you want to be a fucking douche, go to IGN.

Because ALL you do is whine. About anything and everything.

And come down off your high horse about this board, too. It's cool you made it and everything, but it's only really still kicking because you can't get it in yourself to not be a whiny temperamental dick at IGN and throw a fit because you think IGN and the mods have something against you and are holding you down or some bullshit. So you post here a bunch. Probably too much for your own good.

And what do you mean about "MY PERSONAL board to my friends"? Who are your friends? Like your real friends. Shea and that's it right? I think I've seen posts about how yall are/were buds in real life or something. But apart from that, as far as people who are still here (which is not many), who else? If you're saying I'm not part of that, then why did you invite me here? I think you need some more real friends. Don't complain and get angry about how much you hate people. Realize that that can just be people, but if you have a more positive outlook you'd be able to both see more of the good in people and not let the bad bother you as much.

Okay, fuck you. Good bye.

And I post here less than other members, so I don't know what the fuck you're saying about me posting here too much for my own good.

But please... pass this message on to the dipshit. He's banned from here. Forever.

And no, I don't think the IGN mods are out to get me or whatever bullshit you spouted. I'm currently banned from IGN, hence my absence. But again... pass this on to the fucking douchebag if you wish. He might not be able to see this and sure as hell can't respond.

Edit: And I guess let me reiterate this point... I created this board to have NO BULLSHIT. And to just be able to talk to people I could consider friends and have decent conversations with. If you find yourself to be a complete fucking douchebag and incapable of being decent to human beings without fighting or arguing, please get the fuck out. I won't tolerate that shit and you WILL be banned. Again, this is MY PERSONAL BOARD.

Well most of this can be solved by asking her why she ignored you. Maybe she had something else to do. Also if you really like her you should probably tell her that you like her, if she doesn't like you back time to move on. Just be straight forward, if she's not down then time to move on. No need to waste time playing games.

She knows I like her. She claims she wasn't ignoring me... yet she just happened to not respond to anything I was saying to her and rejecting my calls. Then she starts acting like a bitch towards a friend of mine on facebook that lives in New Zealand. And saying she's a whore and shit. This girl I like was saying the other girl was flirting with me (her boyfriend) and blah blah blah. Yet... we weren't together. And she's getting mad saying I dumped her without even telling her and all this kind of crap. BUT WE WEREN'T TOGETHER. And I wasn't even flirting with the other girl. The flirtation was her saying she was going to get drunk tonight (on a status of mine where I said I was drinking) and I said she should come have a drink with me. Then she got mad because her ex's girlfriend added me last night during all this.

Being sober, I believe I found the solution. Fuck this shit.

Yeah, we've been messaging back and forth since I got home. She's saying I'm the one being a dick and blah, blah, blah. ?

ugh. today has been so fucking 'blah'.... i drank way too much last night, so i have done absolutely nothing today but eat and play phase 10.

i hope tomorrow feels more normal. also, i think i will be getting sushi for lunch tomorrow. kinda already stoked.

What is phase 10.

And you're getting sushies?

I had a weird dream last night. I knew I was dreaming but I couldn't wake myself up. And I kept waking up inside the dream and going back to sleep ending up back in the same place.

Hollow_Viscus wrote:

What is phase 10.

And you're getting sushies?

Phase 10 is a really awesome card game at which I am (usually) abnormally good. We played 3 times yesterday, though i only won once--because Eric kept skipping me just for the hell of it. lol

and yes, sushi for lunch today. yyyyuuuummmmm.

It's cool how you don't speak to me anymore.

It appears I still have to straighten some financial aid shit out.