Thinkin about moving.

to me, not having a plan would be scarier.

though having a plan doesn't always mean it's a secure feeling... just more secure, i guess.

Having a secure plan, one to the likes of this at least, means I will be secure in having a mountain of bills every months compared to the small hills I've had so far. And the fact that I've not been able to save any money, despite rarely indulging in anything for myself and having minimal bills, I'm scared about going back to living on my own and being completely self-sufficient. Sure, I'm getting paid decently and regularly, but I'm still terrified.

i can't claim to be completely independent. my father puts money in my account occasionally if he notices i'm going for broke. i'd be screwed, otherwise. i don't have a job.... going to school doesn't pay me too well. haha

even the level of independence i have and the amount of bills i pay scares me, so i can understand. plus things are so much cheaper here that i have it easier that way, too.